its_a_pity

You told me you loved me, you whispered it into me as your thrusting became faster and there was an urgent need for release. I believed you. How could I have me been so stupid? Why would anyone love me? You just used me, to get what you wanted. You thought you could twist me around your fingers, and you were right. I fell for it. And do you know why? Because I love you. Even after you have used me and humiliated me, I love you.
Some would say I am crazy, insane. But I can't help the way I feel. I've tried, Jesus Christ, I have tried, but I can't get the image of you, the smell of you, the taste of you out of my head. I am forever trapped in a cage, because I love you and always will.

fuck me now. i want your hot hard cock in my tight wet pussy. i want to scream with pleasure, i want to cry i pain. give it to me. now.

i was so horny last night, so after maikng sure everyone was asleep, and decided to masturbate. wasn't anthing special, just ordinary really. and i still haven't had an orgasm. i think i will have to resign myself to the fact that its not gonna happen. meh. it sucks. prehaps i'm trying to hard. but i try and relax and i still don't get anything. it feels good, great in fact sometimes, but never brilliant. i get really frustrated over it. maybe it will happen when i have sex. i'll just have to wait and see.

anyway, kisses and cocks
x x x

i open to door slowly and creep into the bathroom. The doors are all misted up with the heat and he doesn't realise im in the the room. I walk quietly up to the door and slide in. he has his back the me, the sound of the water blocking out the door clicking shut, i reach around his wet body and take his cock in my hand. He jumps and turns to toward me. He smiles at me, and then leans in for a kiss. i continue to stroke his hardening cock, running my hand from base to head, slow and sensual at first, to match the rhythm of our kissing. He pushes me back against the cold glass, which sends shivers doen my body. i pull him close, his cock rubbing against my stomach. He bites my nipples and i cry out in pleasure, arching into him further. i slide open the door and pull him into the clouded room. he pushed me against the bath, and kneeling in front of me, spread my legs open wide. leaning me back against the wall for support, he started licking, sucking, biting my clit. i moan barely able to control myself. He knows exactly how i like it. He slides his fingers into my dripping wet pussy, hard and deep, adding another and then another, until he has four fingers wiggling about inside of me. he sucks long and hard on my clit and then swaps his fingers for his tongue, pushing it deep inside. his fingers swapping between my clit and my nipples. i can't control myself anymore and i orgasm, cum dripping over his face. he picks me up and carries me into the bedroom, being unable to walk myself. Laying me on the bed, he spreads my legs and and thrusts he huge hard cock into me. Hitting my g spot over and over, i'm unable to breathe properly, i moan, pant and scream his name. finally he cums, filling me with his juices. He pulls out and we kiss deeply and passionately before falling asleep.
TBC...

ok first post in this journal.
just to let people know, i set this one up as a more erotic lj.

ill give people an overview of me...

age: 18
sex: female
sexuality: Bi
looks: blonde hair, blue eyes, average height and weight, 36D tits.

oh one more thing, im a virgin... ive done everything else with guys and girls, but i still got my cherry... not for the lacking of wanting though, it just never happened.

i suppose this journal will be my release, ill write about my dreams (i have very sexy ones a lot) fantasies, sexual experiences, etc.

hopefully some people will read it...